“You shall not treat the people with arrogance, and walk not on earth haughtily; for God does not love anyone who acts proudly and boastfully. Be modest in your bearing and lower your voice; for the ugliest sound is the donkey’s braying.”
- (Surah Luqman 31: 18-19)

This is it.

Finally I get my DSLR after 5 months of patient waiting :D I have already try it out but obviously Im still a dummy. I need that book. Oh and muchas gracias mother :D I need that book, really. The photography language terrifies me -,-







Oh and it is all mine :)

Shes not here anymore :'(


Oh and everyday after balik dari sekolah I will like 'Kakyun kau masak apaaaaaaaa? Aku lapaaaaaaaar!' But now, for after 6 months, shes have to go to continue her studies. Mang i miss her. Like soooooooo much. Kakyun I Love You Man. Be My Wing Woman Forever :"( Andddddd dont get married. HAHA.

Kachong!

Pop it , knock it.


Throughout this year , Ive been keraaaaaaaaaayzaaaaaay about a song entitled One In A Million by Ne-Yo. Hearing it from Ne-Yo still works but I've watched like bazillioooooon of covers of this song. Still works. Some like holy mother of goat cool gila and some like err (?) I love the song man , just don't okay? Pick another song wiil do :)


This is not the best but the most unique.
1.40 to 1.46 the best. 
Tho there is a sound of plane =='
GIVE ME SOME SLACK , REDUNDANT PEOPLE.

1. I have no direction in my life and it goes as what it is

2. Self-rights is a necessity to me.

3. If I cant get rid of a person , means the person is meant to be there

4.  And then, I woke up

5. Realizing the grave is still the end.




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ignore the title , TERTEKAN -______-


मुझे लगता है कि मैं हिन्दी में लिखना चाहते हैं. आजकल, के लिए भाषा के साथ खेलने के लिए प्यार मैं. अगर आप को पता है यह क्या है चाहते हैं, तो आप गूगल का अनुवाद किया है. Hahaha.

*The only thing that you guys understand is HAHAHA , I KNOW.

The many many one.

Apa tu orang kata , the best ship in the world is FRIENDSHIP. Titanic and Oasis of the Seas , in the trash. Kalah teruk. So I choose not to take a ride on these ships , memanglah ingat murah ke ape nak naik cruises macam tu. Okay Titanic dah capsized so errr. Suddenly I realize that friendship is important. Remember the story when the man are being asked to leave his wife and dog and came back after 1 hour and see what happen? Oh tak eh? Go find that story. Even dog knows how to be loyal , we expect more from human in a friendship. I love my friends  


To those who are going to boarding school , i wish you guys the best :D







pictures of the last day of those who are going :(
by Ummi Anisah Haidi  

I am a guy right before I was born, YEAH RIGHT.

15 years back.


Di tengah-tengah tulah.
Haircut macam lelaki.
Perangai macam lelaki.
Tu haa , unbutton baju sampai dada macam hero hindustan.
Lelaki lah tu.


Look at this , a boy and a girl. They look the same cos they wear the same.
Except for the girl's brunette hair. Same goes to me. I look like a guy orang kata kalau
pakai plaid shirt. The fact is Im still a girl. I might dont have those fancy curves like others but here I am.
A girl.

Dah, jangan panggil aku lelaki lagi.

I think I have made my decision.
I'm staying.

Its not that Im not grateful of what I get. Make no mistake fella , Im overwhelm receiving the offer as well as others. But I got a hunch that me going there is not a best idea. It might be better , but I afraid I couldnt say it is the best. Im happy for others who got the offer cos they are confident enough to stand by their own feet , not like me. I can be mature , but I choose not to. I've tried but i found that being pampered is way much happier that being a big girl. I may be big by size , but not by heart. Say what you have to say , Im out.

Ibu used to ask me , "mana pergi poster Torres , Taylor Swift dekat bilik adik semua?". Me saying , "Ibu , I decide to grow :DD". It split out , and Im terrified I said that. I dont want to be big. I never want to. But Im about to. And I never will want to. And universe asked me to.


Ibu , I decide not to grow. I believe you too.



Im growing , dont I? Dont tell me that , please dont.

Capsize my ship dear me.

I went to Ummi's house after school on Tuesday with zero cash and hopeless heart. I have to stayback to cat the kelas = =' Im going with Fadwah , Mya , Yana and of course Ummi :)

*Ummi
*Fadwah
*Mya
*Yana
*Meeeeee






*Guys , jom check SBP (!)
*Jom jom :D
*Check orang punye dulu lah eh?
*.........*nervous*
*Alah orang tak dpt , sedihnyeeeee. Haha.
*Check najwa punye pulak.
*Jangan lah check aku punye janganlah check aku punye janganlah check punye ! Okay check.
 Pakai nombot giliran lah , nervous lah pakai IC. *TUTUP MATAAA*
* OMYGOSHHH WAAAAA (!)
*AAAAAAAAAAAA!
*AAAAAAAAAAAA!


*Ape ape? Taknak tengok , takuuuuuut.
*Kau dapat lah bangang = ='
*Apeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! 
*Aku nak tanye , kau nak pergi keeee?
*Errrr tak?
*Asal taknak , orang berebut kot nak pergi.
*Alah weyh , aku tak ready lah. Sumpah aku tak expect aku dpt pulak!
*Kau nak tinggalkan kitorang ke?
*Tak lah , aku tak pergiiiiiiiiiiii (!)
*Sumpah rugi , sumpah rugi. (zzzzz)
*Tengok , Ummi halau aku. Kau suruh aku stay.
*Orang tak halau Wawa lah. Orang ckp jea. Hehe.
*Aku nak pergi sekolah main caaaaaaaat! Nanti amin marah.

So I jump to speculation which is SHOULD I GO or SHOULD I STAY? Mine is always staying but others said 'rugi tak pergi', 'you have bypass other's chance if you dont go', 'Sri Puteri takde lelaki , tak payah pergi'. Okay itu zzz. I dont expect to get it. Not at all. Teachers asked me to apply , I apply. It totally blew my mind. Better save for the last orang kata , so Im saving it. I am not ready to leave my ibu. Others may be , but not me. I am just my mother's companion up to now. I'm sorry Sri puteri :'(



Lets shed a tear ramai-ramai :D

I dont know why but it feels like Im surrounded by maple leaves on the fall while craving on this song XD

I guess things are getting clearer now 
I'll never go to the moon and I am okay with that.
Tell me about it.

should I Part Two




Logging in in Facebook is common thing to do when you are on the Internet , indeed. So did I since 7 days back then. So logging in zusss checking the update , done. Commenting , check.  Checking the messages , check. And , ahah! The friend requests! The app requests! Me kindda ignore it at the first place because the requests space is tinny tiny on the left hand side. Don't really caught my eye. Those who have FBs , should have known kan. Roll my eyes to the left , booyah!



what is the point of approving if you wouldnt hit me tho Im in your friend list?
enjoy making me one of the counts to let the numbers big -,-

Common sense is not so common.

It has been hundreds of hours since I get intouch with ITs , Internet , etc except for phone and TV. Yeah , arse. Im waiting for my broadband to be reloaded again on the 8th = =' pathetic. Today , I woke up with a brain and a glass of milk to fix my connection back. 

Muka-buku :  ✔
Tube-awak :  ✔
Apa yang aku tengah buat ni :  ✔
Beautifulnara :  ✔
Weheartit :  ✔
Borang-spring :  ✔

Ada lagi yg lupa , ah biarlah :  ✔



Couple of things to tell.

New Year
I hope it is not too late to wish Happy New Year to you guys, silent readers. I start 2011 with a slow mode and by saying that it doesnt mean I want to keep it that way. All my friends are going and my feelings reject the good ones. Could be better :D


Peee-yaaam-aaar
Alhamdulillah I got a tremendous result as what I hope. I quoted my words on my 2010 post , 'I work hard for this little miss PMR , I hope it will be paid off'. I would say , wing (!) Mission accomplished :)

Class dilemma
A lot of speculations have been haunting us since the day we enter the school in upper form. Mostly about the class exchange , re-shuffle and stuff. Currently Im in 4A1 , which requires me to take 9 subjects. Biology , Chemistry , Physics , Addmaths , Maths , BM , BI , Sejarah and Agama Islam *dengar nama pun dah pening fiuh-fiuh* Some of them decided to take accounts and EST. To me , the basics should be enough to drive me kerayyzayy : P If teachers insist me to choose , I would say Account Princips :)

Syarmila Jamari
Kau pergi teknik apasal ? Panas panas. Hahaha. Kau tak call aku weekend ni , I believe you are doing fine there :)
Wempitsss !
Crush
Still the same , Mr Api :D


Many people look forward to the new year for a new start on old habits :P