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Peace come dropping slow here in Seremban. Initially , moving to Seremban is like selling my soul to devil to me. I've been living in Selangor for about 15 years slash ever since I was born. Yeah it is sad to move into a new place but life's a climb but the view is good. Hannah Montana , of course. Finally , I get it. I can get comfy here if i want to but at the first I deny my trust that I can fit in with an outskirt town called Seremban. And I understand that whatever I left in Kajang is not a memory , it is a l e g e n d a r y. Kajang will always be here , in my heart and Kajang is my hometown. But Seremban is my home. This is home.

script by

ozawawa

 

Still , ordinary me. I've been through such life similarly like the heart beat machine when you are DEAD. Yeeaaap , it sounds like teeeeeeeeeeen. ZZZ. -------> REFER BELOW.

  

Imaginary Friend : Khairun Najwa , show the list of great things happen in your life lately.

Me :  Why should I idiot? #exclaims in disguist.

Imaginary Friend : Because you have to.

Me : Should I write on paper or something?

Imaginary Friend : Yes.

Me : How on earth can you hold it? You dont even have hands ! As the matter of fact , you dont even exist.

Imaginary Friend : Just do it will ya?

Me : OKAY FINE (!) *rolling eyes

15 minutes later....

One word on a piece of teared sugar paper , NONE.

Imaginary Friend : Write a list showing you are an ordinary one.

Me : I CAN DO THAT ! Watch me.

15 minutes later....

On a piece of fancy Joseph Nevada paper using four colours of Sharpie ,

List of Things That Proved Me Ordinary

#I hate myself#

#Zero make up keepup#

#Leave my nails uncut#

#My hair is straight#

#Eat rotten apples#

#One cellphone , one life#

#Hate to floss my teeth at night#

#Watch same movie repeatedly#

#Cheap eyeliner#

#Steal my ibu's eau de toilette#

 #Messy bed#

#Drink Mountain Dew#

#Drink 8 glasses of water a day#

#Allerge allergic#

#Impress with Carlos Santana#

#Imitating Wondergirls' move#

#Hate players#

#Drive twice in a lifetime#

#Addicted to Nescafe#

#Like I give a shit is my motto#

#I am a loner and pathetic#

#One burning scar on my finger#

#Pimples everywhere#

#Left leg is shorter than the right one#

#Listening to pathetic music#

#looooove to be loved but never be loved#

#I love my life but not myself#

Me ; Enough to show that Im ordinary rite? =,=

Imaginary Friend : Yeah welcome to Ordinaryland :)

script by

ozawawa

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be

Friends Forever (!)

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Pulmonary artery♥

Every time i saw her , i know i have someone

to hold on to.

Pulmonary vein♥

Kata kawan , mestilah sayaaaaang kan zee?

I have shoulder to cry on to , I know.

Aiyy aiyy teacher :D

U teach me the right from wrong.

I takkan pena berubah klu tak disebabkan U.

We both understand kann Naz?

*words I used to say , 'I love my pulmonary and vein!' Hahahah

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ozawawa

Sometimes being special sucks

My mind flew waaaay far to Mr Shuester words to Finn , 'Sometimes being special sucks.' Apparently its crystal clear true. Keep a distance from me , Im weird. Yup U guys can say that but who are U to judge me inside out? We are equal cos ur thoughts is not always true just right after U know how weird I am =, = Not being the one who thought she is always a lot more steps from the others like Big Momma , shes a lot more worse. No offence.

This is Adolf Hitler.He was an Austrian-born German politician and the leader of the National Socialist German Workers Party. He is respectable , well-known , powerful and reliable. The only feel that he was never have a chance to experienced since he was on the post is HAPPY. Do you think he is happy to be one of his kind? The answer is NO. As the result , he shot himself. Thats the output. Sometimes its better to be ordinary than extraordinary. Sometimes its not fun to be under the spotlight all the time , I assured U.

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ozawawa

Are we human?

Some people say dont be too jugdemental of yourself but what happened now waaaaaay too much.  As U know , abortion is like infinity now. The 'best' part is no one , technically , have guts to make it steril like forever. I mean , WHAT THE HELL IS THT PEOPLE? I dont have voice and enough reputation to make it happen.  Where is the humanity for crying out loud?  In my thoughts , humanity in world is just a piece of rust in a gallon of mercury. Barely impossible to exist in human's mind. Im pretty sureeeee someone in the world wants to make the world safe for children but they are just afraid to tell it and people with irrational mind just ignored as they thought there are a lot more important things to do rather than think about tht so called 'useless junk'. Come one people , fight abortion , abandond babies. We can make a difference. :)

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ozawawa

Wednesday night without Glee

Guys , finally Glee season 1 at Starworld come to an end. How sad. I wonder when will Glee season 2 will show up on Starworld and cheer my Wednesday night again? I would stay in front of the TV for  before the show starts. how obsessive I am =,= Yeah kindda like Glee like thisssssssssssss much. Best role? Will Shuester , second will be Finn Hudson of course , third will be Quinn fer sure. Omaigahh I LOVE THEM.At last , Will dumped his wife , Terri , bcos she lied about her pregnancy. Finn found out that Quinn's baby is not his child. Its Noah Puckerman's 'Puck'. Will end up to be falling in love with his assist , Emma Pillsbury. How an happy endings. They won the sectionals and after this they look up forward to the region competition. Im eager to know what will happen , weeeee. As for Sue , she is being suspended by Figgins. She is no longer a Cheerio coach for now. That is karma , I CALL IT. What she did , she gets back. Serve U right , Sue. I love GLEE. Here I present the cast of Glee. Go Finn (w-hatt?) Hahaha

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ozawawa

Love passed by

There was a blind girl who hated herself because of being blind. Everyone hates her except her boyfriend.One day the girl said that if she can only see the world she will marry her boyfriend. Her boyfriend loves her damn much until he barely able to live without her. He would sacrifice his life just because of the blind girl..One day , someone decided to give a pair of eyes to her. She was very happy and for the time onwards , she thought her dark and pale life will be over. After the operation , she can see everything. In her mind , she is the luckiest person in the world (!) One day , she met a blind man with a walking stick calling her name. The man said , "as you can see now , will you marry me?". The girl shocked and proudly said , "How on earth will  I marry a blind person like you?! You dont deserve me , piece of shit ! Go away , dont disturb me anymore!' The blind man walks away with a broken heart and didn't even know where he was heading to. His heart lingers , 'Goodbye my love. Thank you for allow me to love you before. I love you no matter how much you denying me in your life. I wont disturb you from now on. You can go and get a better life. Yes I dont deserve you. And ... when you look into your eyes in the mirror later , its a gift from me..I love you.' Then he goes with only one girl in his heart..

*Karma will do everything. I believe that all people deserve to love someone tho they dont know what the cosequences they will face. One word or love , UNEXPECTABLE.

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ozawawa